Warning: non-consensual sex and blood
Our Sun God, Hati, who chases thy moon, hallowed be thy name...
I shivered, trying to stop myself from losing the strength of my legs as the unfamiliar being stood before me. My hands held tight in a form of a prayer, asking for redemption.
Your Kingdom come, thy will be done on us, Lycan dwellers of thy Earth….
Not a word was exchanged in this ceremony, as he stared at me, with the absence of lust. I couldn’t imagine any expression of this beast as his hand reached out to touch the knot on my chest.
Slowly, he untied it with his one callous finger, pulling the string off, loosening the only thin cloth I’d ever worn. Not long after, the silky dress fell softly on the floor and I stood there, bare for only him to see.
I n-never showed myself naked to anyone let alone a man I hardly knew.
I immediately covered my breasts with my arm and the other palm on my lower regions.
“Don’t hide them,” he commanded, coldly. “Your actions are futile as you will be bare for the whole evening.”
I trembled like a newborn fawn as I turned my head away, trying my best to avoid the man’s gaze, and slowly did as I was told.
“Are you looking down on me, church maid?” He asked, as he grabbed my chin and forcibly moved to look in his direction.
“N-No…” I shook my head, frantically. I held my shaking hand and gripped it tight. I couldn’t allow him to see me in a moment of weakness.
Staring at me once more with a hint of disgust, he released my chin as he ordered. “Lie down on the bed and spread your legs.”
My eyes were visibly wide as my lips trembled, refusing to utter a word.
I wouldn’t dare to do something so...so… promiscuous! Dark thoughts I never knew invaded my mind as the blood started to drain from my face.
I knew I should do my duty. For the sake of Father Gosepp, for the nuns, and the children of Hati!
Yet, I was struck with fear.
So, I swiftly turned a heel and without a moment of hesitation, my feet instinctively dashed out away from the man, just to get away from him as far as possible.
Or so I thought.
I shouldn’t underestimate his capability to sense fear as he pulled me forcefully back and threw me on his bed.
Give us this day with your sun-like presence and forgive us for our sins...
“Ah!” A whine released from my lips as he crawled on top of me.
“Running away, I see?” He snarled. “Are you that half-hearted to protect your so-called cult?”
“It’s n-never a cult! The Sun God saved us wolves from damnation!” Never would I have thought that I have the strength to construct thoughts in my mind. Despite the fear ingrained in my whole being as I was naked, defenseless against the strongest alpha in the pack, a moment of anger resurfaced as he soiled the name of my church.
His emotionless expression changed to anger as his dark brows curved into a glare. Once again, my body stiffened in fear.
I’ve heard many stories of him from other wolves. A war hero who is destined for greatness and the ruler of the Skollist Pack. But he also held a reputation of violence and wrath to those in his way.
And he despised the believers of Hatiism.
I had buried my grave right here from uttering the words I shouldn’t say out loud.
“You should be thankful that we didn’t burn your church the moment I stepped in.”
He forced my legs apart as I continued to struggle with all of my vigor. I was far from his brute strength as he spread my legs, revealing my clean-shaven sacred place.
As we continue to forgive those who have forgotten Your existence...
“Please! Let me remain pure! Hurt me! Torture me! But don’t take it against my will!” I sobbed as I squirmed before him.
“You agreed to this. I gave you a choice.” He leaned closer and his icy blue eyes stared coldly at me. “Now, you should fulfill your duty as Luna of the pack.