Fiona
"How I wish you had never left us. I... "
"Stop acting like you care!" My words are interrupted by my mother's roar.
I turned around and found my parents glaring at me from my room door.
"When she knows it's time for her sister's remembrance, she puts on this show. No one is buying it," Father said.
"If you say you miss her, then you should have died that day, instead of her," I heard from Father while leaving my room with Mom.
My heart ached on hearing that statement. I felt so weak.
It's been five years since the rogue attack on the Dark Wood pack. It was the most terrible battle I have ever seen.
That was the day my sister left this world while trying to save me. She died saving my life, and everyone thinks It's my fault.
Her remembrance is tomorrow.
But I am not allowed to mourn her. They all think I'm faking it.
Just like my parents, the pack members, once they spotted me, couldn't help but speak poorly about me.
"Murderer."
"Children, stand this way. You don't want her bad luck following you."
"Luna Lyanna didn't deserve to die! It's all your fault we lost her!" I heard someone scream from behind, causing others to join in.
This has been my life for five years.
Will I ever find peace in this place?
I sat far away from anyone's sight, remembering that horrible night from five years ago.
My sister, Lyanna. She wouldn't have died if she hadn't tried to save me.
I still remember when she extended her hands to me from the cliff where I was hanging, only for me to see a silver dagger piercing right out of her chest and her blood splashing on my face.
That night was horrible. I can't seem to wipe that scene out of my head.
When Alpha Elian and everyone else learned she died while saving me, their hatred began at once. Everyone wished that I had died that day instead of Lyanna.
Tomorrow is going to make it five years since my sister's passing and when my torment began.
"How I wish I could rewind time and stop Lyanna from saving me. But it's impossible," I cried, wrapping my arms around my chest.
"Goddess, " I said, looking to the heavens with pain in my heart.
"If you can hear me, please, I need your help. I have no one to stand by me, no one to support me. Everyone wishes death upon me, and I..." I sobbed, trying to hold back my tears.
"All I ask for is a mate to be by my side. A man to speak for me when all are against me. A man that'll fill the gap in my heart and take this loneliness away. Please, help me with this one wish, I beg you," I prayed with pain.
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After staying away from home all morning, I finally returned in the evening to find two guards standing outside my home.
"These are the Alpha's guards," I identified, drawing nearer to the house.
With curiosity, I asked the guards why they were there.
"The Alpha has invited his late Luna's parents over for the remembrance ceremony tomorrow," They shared.
"Oh, so am I..."
I paused on seeing how they both looked at themselves, then back at me with pity.
I could understand their sign language. The Alpha didn't invite me.
I gave a fake smile.